
I’m not certain I
was right about that. I’m sure there are
many reasons but by limited and entirely anecdotal evidence would seem to
suggest that many people of all sorts of religious and philosophical
persuasions actually believe (or at least claim to believe) that the mass of
men are fundamentally good. Most of the reasoning I found behind this goes back
to either cultural or general ethical subjectivism. The claim seems to be that
we judge other’s actions to be bad because we have different ethical standards
(which are arbitrarily ingrained in us thanks to culture and our parents), but
that at the end of the day each person generally lives consistently with their own
ethical or moral views.
But this leaves me with something of a
dilemma. You see, I don’t live up to my own ethical or moral views. I see myself
as rather appallingly bad, and (per my last post) infinitely good. Generally we
treat good and evil as being mutually exclusive such that a thing can be good
only to the degree that it is not evil and evil only to the extent that it is
not good. And this approach makes sense since the two are contraries. But we
tend to then conclude that a person’s soul could be plotted on a sort of
morality number line. We tend to think of others and ourselves as this good or that evil. But I don’t believe that it actually works that way.

Does this resonate
with any of you? Is there anyone else out there who is simultaneously aware
that you are glorious and good beyond understanding and simultaneously twisted,
warped and wretched? What do you think of mankind? Are we basically good or
basically evil? Or are those no longer meaningful terms to you?